Cold ~Year Of The Spider~ CD Lyrics

[Carrie]

Remedy

I don't love how you love
but please don't leave me here alone
I don't feel how you feel
Well it's my fault I'm bones

I don't die how you die
I can't just waste away
You keep changing your life
Everyday

If it burns I'll keep fueling the same dream
If you fall I'll remember to save game
I don't want your Remedy

I don't fall how you fall
I won't hold on you can't let go
When it's pain I feared
I made you take it slow

I don't cry how you cry
there's nothing left in me
you keep changing my life
everyday

If it burns I'll keep fueling the same dream
If you fall I'll remember to save game
I don't want your Remedy

If it burns I'll keep fueling the same dream
If you fall I'll remember to save game
I don't want your Remedy

I don't want
I don't need
I don't want
Remedy

I don't want Remedy!

[Carrie]

"Suffocate"

I could take every fucking word she says
Throw it in her face
but would she even care
I still remember when she looked at me
that frown upon her face
Trying to be sincere
I gathered all those little things she said
Kept them close to me
Trying to make this real
This cloud will alway hover over me
I'm leaving you today
'cause now I see

Suffocate, you suffocate
That you lie (I don't lie)
That your fake (I'm not Fake)
Suffocate, you suffocate
You always take (I don't take)
What you can (what I can)

I could take every fucking game you play
Blow it all away
but would you even care
I could take all those lies you said to me
Never go away
Never dissapear
This cloud will always hover over me
I'm leaving you today
'Cause now I see

Suffocate, you suffocate
That you lie (I don't lie)
That your fake (I'm not Fake)
Suffocate, you suffocate
You always take (I don't take)
What you can (what I can)

Suffocate, you suffocate
That you lie (I don't lie)
That your fake (I'm not Fake)
Suffocate, you suffocate
You always take (I don't take)
What you can (what I can)

Now I'm far away from you (You're always far away)
I'll never bring back yesterday (bring back yesterday)
You're such a fake it's true
I can't believe the words you say
I'm far away from you
I'll never bring back yesterday

Suffocate, you suffocate
That you lie (I don't lie)
That your fake (I'm not Fake)
Suffocate, you suffocate
You always take (I don't take)
What you can (what I can)

I always take
What I can

[Carrie]

"Cure My Tragedy (A Letter To God)"

Remember all the times that we used to play?
You were lost and I would save you
I don't think those feelings will ever fade
You were born a part of me
I was never good at hiding anything
My thoughts break me
Do you understand what you mean to me?
You are my faith


Won't you cure my tragedy? Won't you cure my tragedy?
Don't take her smile away from me
She's broken and I'm far away
Won't you cure my tragedy? Won't you cure my tragedy?
if you make the world a stage for me
then I hope that you can hear me scream
Won't you cure my tragedy?

When I sit and think of the days we shared
and the nights you covered for me
Every little thing that I ever did
You would stand by me
Everytime you cried it would take my wind
My heart would break
If I could be strong like you were for me
You are my faith


Won't you cure my tragedy? Won't you cure my tragedy?
Don't take her smile away from me
She's broken and I'm far away
Won't you cure my tragedy? Won't you cure my tragedy?
if you make the world a stage for me
then I hope that you can hear me scream
Won't you cure my tragedy?

Can you hear me scream?
Can you hear me scream?


Won't you cure my tragedy? Won't you cure my tragedy?
Don't take her smile away from me
She's broken and I'm far away
Won't you cure my tragedy? Won't you cure my tragedy?
if you make the world a stage for me
then I hope that you can hear me scream
Won't you cure my tragedy?

I can't take this anymore
I can't feel this anymore
Won't you take and give her pain to me
'Cause my whole life I've made mistakes
Can you hear me scream? Can you hear me scream?

[Carrie]

"Stupid Girl"

Wanna love ya
Wanna bug ya
Wanna squeeze ya
Stupid girl

Wanna touch ya,
Wanna take ya,
Wanna shut ya,
Stupid girl.

I can't take this,
Born to break this.

She's going away,
(She's going away)
What's wrong with my life today?
She's going away,
(She's going away)
What's wrong with my life today?
Stupid girl, Stupid girl

I'm a loner,
I'm a loser,
I'm a winner,
In my mind.

I'm a bad one,
I'm a good one,
I'm a sick one,
With a smile.

I can't take this,
Born to break this.

She's going away,
(She's going away)
What's wrong with my life today?
She's going away,
(She's going away)
What's wrong with my life today?
Stupid girl, Stupid girl

[acoustic break]
Stupid girl, Stupid girl

(whoa)

She's going away,
(She's going away)
What's wrong with my life today?
She's going away,
(She's going away)
What's wrong with my life today?
Stupid girl, Stupid girl

[Carrie]

"Don't Belong"

My mind takes you to where you need to be
Cure for your heartbreak to take away the pain
I could describe each mistake for you
Tattoo it on my tainted heart


well I won't ever tell the world
that I don't belong
Please don't ever tell the world
That I don't belong
That I don't belong

Can you still feel me or did I slip away
A sick man, a monster, broken still today
I can't explain what happens to me
Caught in the game I've always starred
I could decribe each mistake for you
Tattoo it on my tainted heart



Well I won't ever change my ways
and I can't be strong
That I don't belong

and it's my own shame
I can't break your ways


Well I won't ever change my ways
and I can't be strong
please don't ever tell the world
that I don't belong
that I don't belong
that I don't belong

[Carrie]

"Wasted Years"

There's a game life plays
makes you think you're everything they ever said you were
Like to take some time
Clear away everything I planned


Was it life I betrayed
for the shape that I'm in
It's not hard to fail
it's not easy to win
did I drink too much
could I disappear
and there's nothing that's left but wasted years

There's nothing left but wasted years

If I could change my life
Be a simple kind of man try to do the best I can
if I could see the signs
I'd derail every path I could
now I'm about to die
won't you clear away from me
give me strength to fly away

Was it life I betrayed
for the shape that I'm in
It's not hard to fail
it's not easy to win
did I drink too much
could I disappear
and there's nothing that's left but wasted years


There's nothing left but wasted years
There's nothing left but wasted years
There's nothing left but wasted years

Was it life I betrayed
for the shape that I'm in
It's not hard to fail
it's not easy to win
did I drink too much
could I disappear
and there's nothing that's left but wasted years

Was it life I betrayed
for the shape that I'm in
It's not hard to fail
it's not easy to win
did I drink too much
could I disappear
and there's nothing that's left but wasted years

Was it life I betrayed
for the shape that I'm in
It's not hard to fail
it's not easy to win
did I drink too much
could I disappear
and there's nothing that's left but wasted years

[Carrie]

"Whatever You Became"

Whatever you became
Blame it on my fame
Always away from you
Sold my life for a song
Whatever you killed
The blood got on my face
See it took over you
and your minds nearly gone


and I can't change my ways
Sorry it's my fault
I wasn't there to see
Whatever you became
Whatever you became

Whatever you became
you blame it on blind faith
can't turn away from you
what's my life if your gone
Whatever you feel
I take it on my stage
I sing to the world for you
and I'm always alone

and I can't change my ways
Sorry it's my fault
I wasn't there to see
Whatever you became
Whatever you became

I can see it all
You're so far away
I can't take this anymore
I can't live until I see your face
I can see it all
You're so far away
I can't take this anymore
I can't live until I see your face

and I can't change my ways
Sorry it's my fault
I wasn't there to see
Whatever you became
Whatever you became

Somethings gone away
You've taken this from me
Until I see your face
I'm slipping away

[Carrie]

"Sad Happy"

She was only seventeen
and forced to blame it on herself
as she hides away to tame the pain she feels
she was thrown to a scene
a drunken man without a will
and a God that makes mistakes
and still pretends


and I'll be strong
and I will sing
and I will take your pain away
and I'll be strong
and I will sing
and I will take your pain away

She was only trying to breathe
her broken nails had sliced his skin
as he bruised her face she fades away again
when she came to at the scene
A fevered wind and a match in hand
as she watched the flames she felt alive again

and I'll be strong
and I will sing
and I will take your pain away
and I'll be strong
and I will sing
and I will take your pain away

Can you feel?
Can you feel?
Can you feel?
Can you feel?

and I'll be strong
and I will sing
and I will take your pain away
and I'll be strong
and I will sing
and I will take your pain away

Can you feel?
Can you feel?
Can you feel?
Can you feel?

[Carrie]

"Rain Song"

When it rains I dont mind
Let me stand here all night
Did she take her own life
Let me know she's alright

And every time it rains
I feel her holding me
And everytime it rains
Are the angels crying

I'll stay strong, I'll be fine
Carry on with my life
I still stare at the sky
Pray for rain, all the time
Why'd you run? Did you hide
Why'd you leave, no good bye
When the clouds, take the sky
Does the storm give you life?

And every time it rains
I feel her holding me
And everytime it rains
Are the angels crying
And every time it rains
I feel her holding me
And everytime it rains
All the angels cry for me

I'll never be the same
I'll never be the same
be the same
be the same
be the same

And every time it rains
I feel her holding me
And everytime it rains
Are the angels crying
And every time it rains
I feel her holding me
And everytime it rains
Are the angels crying

[Carrie]

"The Day Seattle Died"

Turn all the lights down low
Trying to fade your apathy
Made up a world where you can’t even be you
Star in a tragedy
Shattered voice on an open chord
they line up around the world just to hear you scream

Blown away by fame
We could all feel the shotgun hit the floor
Never mind in faith
If you can't believe

Drowning in misery
The nightmare began when you closed the door
You sat in your angry chair and just tried to be you
The needle became your queen
The drug had become your enemy
And music was just a way for you to bleed

Blown away by fame
We could all feel the shotgun hit the floor
Never mind in faith
If you can't believe

Blown away by fame
We could all feel the shotgun hit the floor
Never mind in faith
If you can't believe
and you won't believe
and he can't believe

Blown away by fame
We could all feel the shotgun hit the floor
Never mind in faith
If you can't believe

Blown away by fame
We could all feel the shotgun hit the floor
Never mind in faith
If you can't believe
and you won't believe
and he can't believe
and they won't believe
and they can't believe

[Carrie]

"Change The World"

thinking of the mess we made
you became a part of me
Thinking of the wish you made
to break free
Playing you like I can
shoving it in your face
this doesn't break your heart
I'm the one to blame


I never wanted to change your world
I always wanted the simple things
and whatever happens now
it can't be real

Thinking that you might betray
My own private fantasy
I'm the one that gives
what you need
playing you like I can
Shoving it in your face
if this doesn't tear you apart
I'm the one to blame

I never wanted to change your world
I always wanted the simple things
and whatever happens now
it can't be real

I never wanted to change your world
I always wanted the simple things
and whatever happens now
it can't be real

Now you're gone
I feel betrayed
You can't blame me
you walked away
Now you're gone
You can't blame me
You walked away

I never wanted to change your world
I always wanted the simple things
and whatever happens now
it can't be real

I never wanted to change your world
I always wanted the simple things
and whatever happens now
it can't be real

I never wanted to change your world
I always wanted the simple things
and whatever happens now
it can't be real

I never wanted to change your world
I always wanted the simple things

[Carrie]

"Black Sunday"

["Falling" repeated over and over until 1st chorus]

I can't breath at all
It hurts to think
that time could heal my wounds
feeling I've been betrayed
Black Sunday still burns you in my thoughts
I can't sleep at all
Now you're gone away
I can't fake this anymore
Guess I could blame it all
on God's game
or explain what my life's for

Caught in a winters rain
I can't remember a word you said
Take away my fear please hold on to me
I'm falling
Falling

I will trade it all
for another day
just to feel you and your warmth
but even pictures fade
Black Sunday still burns you in my thoughts
I can't see at all
did you fly away
Did the stars shine bright for you
Guess I could blame it all
on God's game
it was fate that carried you

Caught in a winters rain
I can't remember a word you said
Take away my fear please hold on to me
I'm falling
Falling


You always take away
Take away
Take away

Caught in a winters rain
I can't remember a word you said
Take away my fear please hold on to me
I'm falling
Falling

Caught in a winters rain
I can't remember a word you said
Take away my fear please hold on to me
I'm falling
Falling


and I'm falling
I'm falling
I'm falling
I'm falling
I'm falling

[Carrie]

"Kill The Music Industry"

They change your faith
It's gone to far to name
the way you see
The things they'll change
Your life and control
your mind
I can't relate to it

Sick of all this monotany
Kill the fuckin' music industry

They trust the way they feel
in their minds its time
for us to scream
The things they'll change
your life and control
your mind
I can't relate to it

Sick of all this monotany
Kill the fuckin' music industry

Sick of all this monotany
Kill the fuckin' music industry

Kill the fuckin' music industry! xalot

Why?

Sick of all this monotany
Kill the fuckin' music industry

Sick of all this monotany
Kill the fuckin' music industry

Kill the fuckin music industry!
Kill the fuckin music industry!
Kill the fuckin music industry!
Kill the fuckin music industry!